insomnia

my sleeping pattern's all fucked up.. the past 4 days i haven't been able to go to sleep till around 4am. i don't know wtf the problem is. i just lay in bed and watch wack ass infomercials and eventually i knock out. when i do, i wake up 2 hours later and eat or get something to drink then go back to sleep. i hate it. i wake up all groggy and shit and yesterday i was late to work. barely made it today on time. good thing it's my friday and i have wed and thurs off from work. but i still gotta worry about school shit. fml. well i got me some sleeping pills and i popped 2 a few minutes ago. i'll let u know how that turns out next time.

black friday

fashion fair, target, best buy


SERIOUS PWN4GE!!!!!!!


i didn't even wait in line long at any places. grabbed my shit and bounced.


tho i am really tired now because i had work.

Weekend Escapades

Friday was coo. Went to Roe and ran into some folks from way back in the day. Bought them some drinks and chilled but I really wasn't feelin it. Mikey and the girls came so i stayed for a bit. Around midnight i left to go hang out with Yukon and Twix with the SOPhi's at Lambda Theta Phi's kegger. Bradley gave me directions to his friends party so me, yukon, and twix hit that up. It was a cool set up but they ran out of beer so we went back to the kegger. We got back and there were hella more people there than before giggin on the dance floor. Met some coo big ass somoan thugs from san mateo. They hella got love for filipino people no homo. I called them my body guards that night no homo lol. Met these girls that knew my boy "Gutz" that i went to iraq with so i was pretty much choppin it up with them the whole nite. They were fun. This Michelle girl broke me off pretty bad on the dance floor backing up to the DJ's speakers causing them to almost fall and ruin the party lol. oh well, i was drunk. She had a fat ass for lil mexican girl tho. I wanna bite it! After we tapped out the keg.. me, yukon, twix, went to the SOPhi's pad and partied with them till almost 6am. Drunk ass girls lol. i spent the nite/morning in Pierina's room cuz she's nice.

Saturday was even better. I left the sophi's place all hungover and shit and drove home to get ready to go to XPO 138's mansion in bakersfield to watch the pacquiao fight. Got ready and met up with Mr. Matt Ford at his place and waited for the girls to hit us up when they were ready for us to swoop em up to take em to bakersfield too. We got bored so we went to autozone cuz matt wanted snow windshield wipers lol. We got the wipers and installed them in the parking lot then headed over to pick up Sabrina and Michelle. We picked them up and headed out to bakersfield bumpin music and going crazy in the car singing it the whole way there. we got to 138's place and man oh man.. baller status. His girl cooked a lot of good food. Mexican girls sure know how to coook :) I took a shot of a $150 bottle of blue label. It even tasted expensive. There was so much alcohol including like 10 bottles of Soju that we killed. It's always good going out of town seeing bros and reminising about the good times. Pacquiao whoooped on Cotto easily. I won 120 from the pool cuz i luckily picked the 12th round. After the fight we watched the Brandon Vera vs Randy Couture fight. Vera lost so i was sad cuz i wanted it to be a filipino sweep that nite lol. So we're all drunk and eating bomb mexican food and then we play poker. I won $130 in poker so that's more monies to add to my winnings. I bought more beer with that! We keep drinking and it's like 3am and everyone decides to pass out so i end up doing the same.

Sunday.. We wake up at 9am to clean and drink some more and realized we had too much beer left over. Seriously like 3 cases of corona was still in the fridge. We just ended up drinking the rest of the Modelo. We left at 1030 cuz my bitch ass had work at 2 :( i wish i coulda stayed longer cuz it was soo much fun. I give matt money for gas and we head back to fresno... the ride was boring back than it was going to bakersfield. I fell asleep and fucking matt and the girls were taking pics of me >:| hardy har har! not funny. We drop the girls off and stuff then go back to matt's to get my car so i can go to work. I was so tired at work and we had hella shit going on like code exits, combative patients and aggitated visitors... i'm glad i'm home now... but i can't get that dashboard confessional song out of my head cuz it was the last song i heard on the radio. don't u hate it when that happens?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARINES!!!! SEMPER FI!

10 November marks the 234th birthday of the United States Marine Corps. In honor of our devil dogs, a few quotes that describe them best:

The deadliest weapon in the world is a Marine and his rifle!
—General John J. “Black Jack” Pershing, USA


…Since 1775 the United States Marines have upheld a fine tradition of service to their country. They are doing so today. I am confident they will continue to do so.
—President Franklin D. Roosevelt


Some people spend an entire lifetime wondering if they made a difference. The Marines don't have that problem.
—President Ronald Reagan


Panic sweeps my men when they are facing the American Marines.
—Captured North Korean Major

I love the Corps for those intangible possessions that cannot be issued: pride, honor, integrity, and being able to carry on the traditions for generations of warriors past.
—Cpl. Jeff Sornig, USMC


Courage is endurance for one moment more…
—Unknown Marine Second Lieutenant in Vietnam


The Marines I have seen around the world have the cleanest bodies, the filthiest minds, the highest morale, and the lowest morals of any group of animals I have ever seen. Thank God for the United States Marine Corps!
—Eleanor Roosevelt

community service was chill.. found spots at woodward park that i've never been to before. they have this section called the Tea Garden which is just sectioned off to the Tea Society or something (i forgot the name) but anyways it's beautiful there. only they have the key to get in.. luckily i had to do community service there so i got a chance to look and see wut it was about since it's closed off to the public. they have a little japanese style tea house in there with like paper doors and stuff (the kind like on 3 ninjas kick back). i didn't even really do community service today. just fed the koi fish their fish food and throw rocks at the ducks trying to eat their food lol. they told us we had to throw rocks at the ducks which was pretty funny. i found a good hiding spot where i napped for a few hours. then i woke up and it was time to go.. the end

I'm back

Wow it's been over 2 months since i last blogged. i've been engrossed with school, work, and other important obligations ever since the first day of the fall semester. been doing a lot of thinking lately tho.. others noticed too. i'm not as generous as i used to be. good or bad? it's debatable. i consider it a weakness sometimes seeing as how it can easily be taken advantage of, as how it's been done before in the past. my generosity can also be a strength like when someone is in desperate need and they know they can go to me for help. i like to help people. everyone should. as long as they don't abuse it tho. but why am i so money hungry? i think it's cuz we were hella broke when i was growing up and now i'm trying to compensate for a disadvantaged childhood. maybe that's my weakness, or another one, that i can't let of the past.


funny thing is, when i'm not generous.. i do stupid shit. like gambling and buying dumb stuff like a breathalizer. wtf.


happy birthday DJ. sorry u lost at table. don't make it a habit. wow first time i've been to table mountain in like 8 months. winner winner chicken dinner :)