Wow it's been over 2 months since i last blogged. i've been engrossed with school, work, and other important obligations ever since the first day of the fall semester. been doing a lot of thinking lately tho.. others noticed too. i'm not as generous as i used to be. good or bad? it's debatable. i consider it a weakness sometimes seeing as how it can easily be taken advantage of, as how it's been done before in the past. my generosity can also be a strength like when someone is in desperate need and they know they can go to me for help. i like to help people. everyone should. as long as they don't abuse it tho. but why am i so money hungry? i think it's cuz we were hella broke when i was growing up and now i'm trying to compensate for a disadvantaged childhood. maybe that's my weakness, or another one, that i can't let of the past.
funny thing is, when i'm not generous.. i do stupid shit. like gambling and buying dumb stuff like a breathalizer. wtf.
happy birthday DJ. sorry u lost at table. don't make it a habit. wow first time i've been to table mountain in like 8 months. winner winner chicken dinner :)
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