Sunday, May 31, 2009

funnies

get one thing straight... my family! not yours! don't say wut u said ever again. i was warned and they were right from the get go.



last morrow, i was at work.. stuck at pediatrics forever (or at least it seemed so). it's cool tho despite the fact that Auntie hella bad trips me with stories from the past. after work.. went to Junio's aka "jeremy" and pregamed a bit before we hit up Keothip. My summer love is back!!! i walked in the place, said hi to the people i know, got a huge ass bottle of sapporo, then walked around. paid dues of $80 for some old stuff but wuteverz, then i ran into her. she stopped wut she was doing and we gazed into eachother's eyes for a while then realized it wasn't a dream. i was pretty much around her the whole nite. Birthday girls need attention cuz i only happens to them once a year... i gave her just that. we danced, we drank, we kissed. it was like we never left each other since the last time we saw each other.. it was paradise. but the nite ended and i didn't get to order that phad thai that i wanted cuz they took too long. afterwards, the crew went the MORK's. me and "jeremy" went to go "get some" from the lover and friends but by the time we got there everyone was leavin. it's cool how her cousin let me march her him cuz she told him i was in the Marines and he was in the Marines too... we said our goodbyes =/ then me and jeremy went back to MORK's for some drinkin, spam, cornbeef, dogs, robot bed... lols. it was ok till someone made me feel uncomfortable. besides that.. i had a fun tonite.. WTF?! Melanie was at keothip and she had a 21 and up wristband!? hahahaha hella weird. everyone was drink. i'm anxious to see wut the summer has to offer me this year. i guess i have to make it happen. i'll see u soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! you the fuckin best!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

219, 220, 221

now it's just 219 in fresno


ZO!!!!!!!!! JEFF!!!!!!!!!! COME BACK HERE!

Friday, May 29, 2009

Oh gee golly gosh

Hmmmmmmm... She has a great sense of humor. She has a badass taste in music. She dances well. She's absolutely beautiful. I'm not afraid to be myself around her. I like being single however, I feel like I won't meet anyone else as awesome as her. She's highly intelligent. She's not materialistic at all! She's gone through real shit. Probably more than I have encountered. She deserves the best. That's why i try. She makes me wanna be better. I hope she sees that. I'm still not good enough.... yet.


No struggle, no progress.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

hello summer

ahhh it's good to see u again... let's recap on wut happend so far. thursday went to the mall with my lover. we went bikini/underwear shopping for like 3 hours 0_0 (well at least she did anyways, i just watched). how the hell do women spend shit loads of money on underwear when they're just gonna take it off anyways? i dunno, doesn't sound logical to me. later in the afternoon, i went to dog house and met up with mary, brett, kevin, anthony, andy, and vanessa to watch the lakers lose! hahaha i was soo drunk and talking hella shit rooting for the lakers and the nuggets. Twas a great game. Kevin Federline was there and i mean mugged him and he didn't do anything back cuz he's a punk mutha bitch! LOL. later that nite, went to salsa's. i had a blast! first off, we pregamed and junio's house and i was all ready fucked up from dog house grill. me and ste7en's drunk asses go to salsa's and guess wut? it was dead as fuck! hahahhaha.. later people slowly showed up, even people i haven't seen in a long long time. LMAO robin was there too. my friend Rich didn't know that we used to date and he was like "hey robin, i'd like u to meet my friend francis" hahahaha.. i didn't feel awkward at all. me and her played it off cool tho. i was like "oh we've met already". she was like "yea, i known him for many many years". lol then we fake smiled. took a few shots, bought a lot of water, danced the night away. after the club, we went to robertitos of course and grubbed on asada fries and cali burritos. Mmmmmmmmm. then went home and did the nasty lol.

yesterday, woke up all hungover and went to work =/ but then afterwards played dodgeball at clovis west! that shit was fun and always is! after the lights went out.. we went to play at buchanan until like 2am. i'm so sore right now as i type this. hella homies went. we were drinking.. "THAT AIN'T WATER!" was the quote of the night. after dodgeball, we went home. the crew cooked some cornbeef and we munched on that while we waited for Tuck to arrive. lol we all passed out after we ate and passed out before he arrived. my bad my duke.


Thursday, May 21, 2009

OM NOM NOM NOM NOM!



BEEF JERKY UNDERWEAR! ONLY $139 LOL


ladies.. it's the underwear that would make every man want to eat it ;) haha.
unless they're gay and like dick

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

hungover

i don't remember that much. just wut people told me i did. hahahaha! BAMCIS!

just got done eating pho.

that girl's irresistable... i'm attracted still. she smells yummy. i wanna bite her... i can't tho. i'm trying to fight the temptation. we're homies.


Halfcrazy -Musiq Soulchild


today's my saturday... gonna have me some fun :)

Monday, May 18, 2009

beer me

i have a habit of putting people in front of me even tho i risk a lot by doing so. i was raised to be the "kuya" and take care of everyone. is caring too much bad? i guess i need to be selfish sometimes.



kindess= my weakness



i mask it all by being a hardass and not caring sometimes even tho some people know i do. they know i just do it so i don't let people hurt me like before.. the ones close to me know this.


work was funny... SHAMU! SHAMU! hahahaha

Saturday, May 16, 2009

sweet

that's wut she says about me. ^_^

watched star trek last nite with Ann.. that lil badass has to one up me with all her tattoos and piercings. i never watched star trek on tv but the movie was pretty badass! i liked it a lot.. i missed some scenes here and there but it's coo.. i recommened that everyone should watch star trek (it's not only for nerds like me). it's got comedy, romance, drama, and a shit load of action. it's a pretty well-rounded movie i shall say.

after the movie ended at like 1am.. i get word that jake's in town!!!! so i respectfully explained that not hanging out with jake isn't an option cuz he's hardly in town.. she understood. i went to jake's, saw lilly-pad sleeping on the couch, drank 40's, talked about politics, ate cheetos, then passed out. BAMCIS!



p.s. happy birthday, Robin.

Friday, May 15, 2009

we're the best



i'm grabbing my bawwwls

Thursday, May 14, 2009

The Plan

take a nap

wake up at 8am

play a basketball tournament and win

eat lunch at the filipino club bbq

win at all the games they play

pre-party somewhere

party at Ghalebs

throw up in the girls bathroom

meet a hooker

bone.



hahaha we'll see how it goes down. u just have to be there.. i'll give a detailed update on what exactly happens throughout the day.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Monday, May 11, 2009

Back in Training

Started training again today.. ur probably wondering wut i'm training for but to tell u the truth.. i don't fuckin know. i just feel like challenging myself and most importantly, bettering myself. i didn't smoke today. didn't eat fast food. hydrated a lot like i was back in boot camp. i'm gonna get that summer beach body again dammit!. i'm cheating tho by taking shitloads of supplements so if u see me on a roid rage, don't mind me... just back the fuck up! :)


i need to control my emotions. working out helps a lot. try it.


have a good day and remember... your only competition is yourself.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day

i love my mama. not gonna say much about it here cuz my actions will speak louder than words. hope everyone has a wonderful mother's day.


this is wrong, but hilarious. ROFL!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Photobucket


last nite was fun. can't wait till thursday for the XPO party!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Real talk

I have a tendency to forgive easily and I don't hold grudges. I've been reconsidering my stance since this character defect allows people I care about to hurt me again and again (and again, for good measure).

I always maintain that I won't ever forgive anyone if a transgression is deemed to be serious enough to justify it. I can be nice to you, I can work in a professional capacity with you, but no, we won't be "friends" ever again. I've only been able to do that cuz I approach it like my relationships - I distance myself.

It can be hard to distance oneself when the other party goes out of the way to patch things up. This is a bad thing cuz at the slightest enticement; I'll just fall back and go back to trusting that person again...just like nothing ever happened.

That's my Achilles' heel and over the years I've learned that in order to learn from mistakes, I should never let someone who's embezzled my trust to ever get close again.

It might sound harsh, but it's just self-preservation. I know myself. I'm the type of person to just brush off apologies and easily slip back to being friends again, and a lot of people have abused this personality flaw that I have.

This is a reminder to myself - To err is human, to forgive divine; neither of which is Marine Corps Policy

Okay, to counter that short and concise overshare, here's something I found today.


Cassie's topless photos leaked!!!!! I'LL DRINK TO THAT! ^_^
http://smokingsection.uproxx.com/TSS/2009/05/cassies-naked-pics