Jesus' Birthday

Christmas was cool. hella food. Hung out with family. Didn't get that many gifts but that was expected since i'm one of the oldests. Shelby and Kai got the most.

i got this for christmas lol

morning

maureen's cool. like the girl next door. well maybe just a few more houses away but close enough. she makes me wanna be a good boy.

it's 6am. i'm gonna eat breakfast now. some oatmeal and fruit. then maybe work out if the roommates aren't sleeping.

tell it how it is

uhhh..

so i was wondering around david's room and this is wut i found...







lol. it wasn't really in david's room. i stumbled upon the pic online and started laughin my ass off

crush

that feeling came back... why'd i mess it up in the first place? i shouldn't have let the people around me change the way i act but instead, just act the how i want to act and more so, the way i feel. i should adhere to this. i was stupid. sorry. i'm determined to be better.

Crush -Frankie J

soberness

it's been a week since i had consumed any alcohol. i'm proud of myself. redbull on the rocks is the business, you beezies! to my friends and family.. thanks for all the support.

lol

spittin game

THAT BITCH IS STUCK UP! JUST GIVE HIM UR NUMBER ALREADY!!!! LOL

talked to a friend last nite. i feel a little better.

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

i need someone to talk to...

insomnia

my sleeping pattern's all fucked up.. the past 4 days i haven't been able to go to sleep till around 4am. i don't know wtf the problem is. i just lay in bed and watch wack ass infomercials and eventually i knock out. when i do, i wake up 2 hours later and eat or get something to drink then go back to sleep. i hate it. i wake up all groggy and shit and yesterday i was late to work. barely made it today on time. good thing it's my friday and i have wed and thurs off from work. but i still gotta worry about school shit. fml. well i got me some sleeping pills and i popped 2 a few minutes ago. i'll let u know how that turns out next time.

black friday

fashion fair, target, best buy


SERIOUS PWN4GE!!!!!!!


i didn't even wait in line long at any places. grabbed my shit and bounced.


tho i am really tired now because i had work.

Weekend Escapades

Friday was coo. Went to Roe and ran into some folks from way back in the day. Bought them some drinks and chilled but I really wasn't feelin it. Mikey and the girls came so i stayed for a bit. Around midnight i left to go hang out with Yukon and Twix with the SOPhi's at Lambda Theta Phi's kegger. Bradley gave me directions to his friends party so me, yukon, and twix hit that up. It was a cool set up but they ran out of beer so we went back to the kegger. We got back and there were hella more people there than before giggin on the dance floor. Met some coo big ass somoan thugs from san mateo. They hella got love for filipino people no homo. I called them my body guards that night no homo lol. Met these girls that knew my boy "Gutz" that i went to iraq with so i was pretty much choppin it up with them the whole nite. They were fun. This Michelle girl broke me off pretty bad on the dance floor backing up to the DJ's speakers causing them to almost fall and ruin the party lol. oh well, i was drunk. She had a fat ass for lil mexican girl tho. I wanna bite it! After we tapped out the keg.. me, yukon, twix, went to the SOPhi's pad and partied with them till almost 6am. Drunk ass girls lol. i spent the nite/morning in Pierina's room cuz she's nice.

Saturday was even better. I left the sophi's place all hungover and shit and drove home to get ready to go to XPO 138's mansion in bakersfield to watch the pacquiao fight. Got ready and met up with Mr. Matt Ford at his place and waited for the girls to hit us up when they were ready for us to swoop em up to take em to bakersfield too. We got bored so we went to autozone cuz matt wanted snow windshield wipers lol. We got the wipers and installed them in the parking lot then headed over to pick up Sabrina and Michelle. We picked them up and headed out to bakersfield bumpin music and going crazy in the car singing it the whole way there. we got to 138's place and man oh man.. baller status. His girl cooked a lot of good food. Mexican girls sure know how to coook :) I took a shot of a $150 bottle of blue label. It even tasted expensive. There was so much alcohol including like 10 bottles of Soju that we killed. It's always good going out of town seeing bros and reminising about the good times. Pacquiao whoooped on Cotto easily. I won 120 from the pool cuz i luckily picked the 12th round. After the fight we watched the Brandon Vera vs Randy Couture fight. Vera lost so i was sad cuz i wanted it to be a filipino sweep that nite lol. So we're all drunk and eating bomb mexican food and then we play poker. I won $130 in poker so that's more monies to add to my winnings. I bought more beer with that! We keep drinking and it's like 3am and everyone decides to pass out so i end up doing the same.

Sunday.. We wake up at 9am to clean and drink some more and realized we had too much beer left over. Seriously like 3 cases of corona was still in the fridge. We just ended up drinking the rest of the Modelo. We left at 1030 cuz my bitch ass had work at 2 :( i wish i coulda stayed longer cuz it was soo much fun. I give matt money for gas and we head back to fresno... the ride was boring back than it was going to bakersfield. I fell asleep and fucking matt and the girls were taking pics of me >:| hardy har har! not funny. We drop the girls off and stuff then go back to matt's to get my car so i can go to work. I was so tired at work and we had hella shit going on like code exits, combative patients and aggitated visitors... i'm glad i'm home now... but i can't get that dashboard confessional song out of my head cuz it was the last song i heard on the radio. don't u hate it when that happens?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARINES!!!! SEMPER FI!

10 November marks the 234th birthday of the United States Marine Corps. In honor of our devil dogs, a few quotes that describe them best:

The deadliest weapon in the world is a Marine and his rifle!
—General John J. “Black Jack” Pershing, USA


…Since 1775 the United States Marines have upheld a fine tradition of service to their country. They are doing so today. I am confident they will continue to do so.
—President Franklin D. Roosevelt


Some people spend an entire lifetime wondering if they made a difference. The Marines don't have that problem.
—President Ronald Reagan


Panic sweeps my men when they are facing the American Marines.
—Captured North Korean Major

I love the Corps for those intangible possessions that cannot be issued: pride, honor, integrity, and being able to carry on the traditions for generations of warriors past.
—Cpl. Jeff Sornig, USMC


Courage is endurance for one moment more…
—Unknown Marine Second Lieutenant in Vietnam


The Marines I have seen around the world have the cleanest bodies, the filthiest minds, the highest morale, and the lowest morals of any group of animals I have ever seen. Thank God for the United States Marine Corps!
—Eleanor Roosevelt

community service was chill.. found spots at woodward park that i've never been to before. they have this section called the Tea Garden which is just sectioned off to the Tea Society or something (i forgot the name) but anyways it's beautiful there. only they have the key to get in.. luckily i had to do community service there so i got a chance to look and see wut it was about since it's closed off to the public. they have a little japanese style tea house in there with like paper doors and stuff (the kind like on 3 ninjas kick back). i didn't even really do community service today. just fed the koi fish their fish food and throw rocks at the ducks trying to eat their food lol. they told us we had to throw rocks at the ducks which was pretty funny. i found a good hiding spot where i napped for a few hours. then i woke up and it was time to go.. the end

I'm back

Wow it's been over 2 months since i last blogged. i've been engrossed with school, work, and other important obligations ever since the first day of the fall semester. been doing a lot of thinking lately tho.. others noticed too. i'm not as generous as i used to be. good or bad? it's debatable. i consider it a weakness sometimes seeing as how it can easily be taken advantage of, as how it's been done before in the past. my generosity can also be a strength like when someone is in desperate need and they know they can go to me for help. i like to help people. everyone should. as long as they don't abuse it tho. but why am i so money hungry? i think it's cuz we were hella broke when i was growing up and now i'm trying to compensate for a disadvantaged childhood. maybe that's my weakness, or another one, that i can't let of the past.


funny thing is, when i'm not generous.. i do stupid shit. like gambling and buying dumb stuff like a breathalizer. wtf.


happy birthday DJ. sorry u lost at table. don't make it a habit. wow first time i've been to table mountain in like 8 months. winner winner chicken dinner :)

return of the broski

Best Buy Bummer

$10 for a 52" Samsung HDTV, why not? i ordered one at bestbuy.com early this morning. It came out to like $80 after taxes and shipping charges.



(i was thinking "ahhh yea son! someones gonna get fired for this fuck up. hahhaa)


around like 11am or something i get an email saying that my order got cancelled. lol i knew it was too good to be true. =/


"While we are truly embarrassed that this occurred, Best Buy will not be able to honor the $9.99 price indicated for the TV on our website as it is an error," said a rep in a message on BestBuy.com. "All current and previous orders made for the TV at this price on BestBuy.com will be cancelled, and customers will be refunded in full for the purchase."

what am i?

I'm the friend that you need in your life.

happy birthday cj

well let's start this while it's still fresh in my head,, i woke up in the afternoon around 3ish. cj calls and yells at me for not being ready to go to the mall. i tell him "2 minutes!" i get ready with a quickness. we go to the mall and he spends like 300 bucks on cool douche bag shirts. i'm jealous. then all of a sudden all my contacts on my phone get erased mysteriously. i was rather upset. i call the technical support bitches and they didn't know wut happend so they just credited my account with 50 bucks. i was still mad cuz i lost 460 phone numbers =/. after the mall.. we went to lollicup. kinda boring cuz jonny wasn't there so we left. got ready for the club at 2039. that shit was poppin!!!! the only reason i left was because cj was leaving and he wsa on a mission for some cambodian breast milk from the tap ;) hehehe. so we get to jojo's and get smashed some more. it's good to see familiar faces. maricel <3. anyways tuck says "dude those girls stole hella beers!" so i go chase em and as sooon as i confront them about it, they kidnap me. so i was blindfolded and still texting people to save me and once i was free... i end up in the cuts somewhere.. these mexican niggas came up to mee and was like "u fuckin my girl?". i ignored then he got heated and pushed me. i retaliated with a triangle choke and ripped his shirt.. his boy hopped in and hit me a couple times from the back so i muay thai'd his ass and kneed him a couple times in the face till he collapsed on the ground.. i have blood on my jeans :(. the girls think i'm bad ass... so we left to some house where there was hella bulldogs. i was a little timid by the fact that they had red rags around their face and necks like they just commited a felony of some sort. they liked my affliction shirt tho so i wasn't a problem to them. 3 beers later, the girl that was driving wants to see her baby so she attempts to kidnap her. i had no part in it so i was like wutever. after she fails because the baby's grandma wakes up and chases her out with a broom... we go to robertitos. the carne asada fries was good. they took me home and it wasn't until we got there when she was like "i been here before." hahahahaha then i remembered she was here before, for my welcome back party for iraq. small world. then i walk through the back yard and see my car parked there... OMG WTFF! cj's still there passed out in my car as i blog this with puke and heroism all over him. he better pay to clean up my car. i go inside the garage and see mikey sleeping naked but covered with a blanket then i go to the kitchen and drink some water. i head out to my room and this is where i'm at right now. i love life. it's great. jermayne failed. hhahahhaha

later my dukes ;)

What is beauty?

I often ponder this question, recently even more when asked by a good friend of mine. In a quest for knowledge, i am seeking for an answer. Im curious to know what everyone thinks though. Its obviously, not to sound so Kitsch, but "In the eye of the beholder." This video is amazing in my opinion. I think its something we were born to understand though. If no one ever told you that these things were beautiful, or even the simplest things... would you still not be in awe of them? Or find happiness in them? Who knows... Enjoy...

holy shnikeys

well it's been a while since i be bloggin me noggin. cool shit happend. that pretty much raps it up. oh, and the doctor prescribed me vicodin today ^_^ life is good. don't fuck it up for me. however, i'm not looking forward to going to Arizona for 2 weeks for some bullshit ass desert training. Sucks being a Marine sometimes but eh, small price to pay for being the Best in the World. COME GET SOME!


"without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing."

fight night

yea i wrestled a lioness last nite. i got bite marks and scratch marks all over my body. it hurt but like in a good way. hahahah then i almost got slapped with a bloody tampon -______-;;

psycho!

i shoulda listened to everyone

rollin with the punches

i'm sooo sleep devrived!!!!! work + socializing = no sleep


i just gotta roll with the punches

FnF nite

watched the lakers pwnd the magics, drinking, eating, pusoy, pusoy dos, swimming...


then the thunderstorm came. lol i passed out for a while then woke up with a headache and everyone was still there.

holy shitake mushrooms

it's june already?! hot damn...

funnies

get one thing straight... my family! not yours! don't say wut u said ever again. i was warned and they were right from the get go.



last morrow, i was at work.. stuck at pediatrics forever (or at least it seemed so). it's cool tho despite the fact that Auntie hella bad trips me with stories from the past. after work.. went to Junio's aka "jeremy" and pregamed a bit before we hit up Keothip. My summer love is back!!! i walked in the place, said hi to the people i know, got a huge ass bottle of sapporo, then walked around. paid dues of $80 for some old stuff but wuteverz, then i ran into her. she stopped wut she was doing and we gazed into eachother's eyes for a while then realized it wasn't a dream. i was pretty much around her the whole nite. Birthday girls need attention cuz i only happens to them once a year... i gave her just that. we danced, we drank, we kissed. it was like we never left each other since the last time we saw each other.. it was paradise. but the nite ended and i didn't get to order that phad thai that i wanted cuz they took too long. afterwards, the crew went the MORK's. me and "jeremy" went to go "get some" from the lover and friends but by the time we got there everyone was leavin. it's cool how her cousin let me march her him cuz she told him i was in the Marines and he was in the Marines too... we said our goodbyes =/ then me and jeremy went back to MORK's for some drinkin, spam, cornbeef, dogs, robot bed... lols. it was ok till someone made me feel uncomfortable. besides that.. i had a fun tonite.. WTF?! Melanie was at keothip and she had a 21 and up wristband!? hahahaha hella weird. everyone was drink. i'm anxious to see wut the summer has to offer me this year. i guess i have to make it happen. i'll see u soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! you the fuckin best!

219, 220, 221

now it's just 219 in fresno


ZO!!!!!!!!! JEFF!!!!!!!!!! COME BACK HERE!

Oh gee golly gosh

Hmmmmmmm... She has a great sense of humor. She has a badass taste in music. She dances well. She's absolutely beautiful. I'm not afraid to be myself around her. I like being single however, I feel like I won't meet anyone else as awesome as her. She's highly intelligent. She's not materialistic at all! She's gone through real shit. Probably more than I have encountered. She deserves the best. That's why i try. She makes me wanna be better. I hope she sees that. I'm still not good enough.... yet.


No struggle, no progress.

coolest illusion ever

hello summer

ahhh it's good to see u again... let's recap on wut happend so far. thursday went to the mall with my lover. we went bikini/underwear shopping for like 3 hours 0_0 (well at least she did anyways, i just watched). how the hell do women spend shit loads of money on underwear when they're just gonna take it off anyways? i dunno, doesn't sound logical to me. later in the afternoon, i went to dog house and met up with mary, brett, kevin, anthony, andy, and vanessa to watch the lakers lose! hahaha i was soo drunk and talking hella shit rooting for the lakers and the nuggets. Twas a great game. Kevin Federline was there and i mean mugged him and he didn't do anything back cuz he's a punk mutha bitch! LOL. later that nite, went to salsa's. i had a blast! first off, we pregamed and junio's house and i was all ready fucked up from dog house grill. me and ste7en's drunk asses go to salsa's and guess wut? it was dead as fuck! hahahhaha.. later people slowly showed up, even people i haven't seen in a long long time. LMAO robin was there too. my friend Rich didn't know that we used to date and he was like "hey robin, i'd like u to meet my friend francis" hahahaha.. i didn't feel awkward at all. me and her played it off cool tho. i was like "oh we've met already". she was like "yea, i known him for many many years". lol then we fake smiled. took a few shots, bought a lot of water, danced the night away. after the club, we went to robertitos of course and grubbed on asada fries and cali burritos. Mmmmmmmmm. then went home and did the nasty lol.

yesterday, woke up all hungover and went to work =/ but then afterwards played dodgeball at clovis west! that shit was fun and always is! after the lights went out.. we went to play at buchanan until like 2am. i'm so sore right now as i type this. hella homies went. we were drinking.. "THAT AIN'T WATER!" was the quote of the night. after dodgeball, we went home. the crew cooked some cornbeef and we munched on that while we waited for Tuck to arrive. lol we all passed out after we ate and passed out before he arrived. my bad my duke.

OM NOM NOM NOM NOM!

BEEF JERKY UNDERWEAR! ONLY $139 LOL


ladies.. it's the underwear that would make every man want to eat it ;) haha.
unless they're gay and like dick

hungover

i don't remember that much. just wut people told me i did. hahahaha! BAMCIS!

just got done eating pho.

that girl's irresistable... i'm attracted still. she smells yummy. i wanna bite her... i can't tho. i'm trying to fight the temptation. we're homies.


Halfcrazy -Musiq Soulchild


today's my saturday... gonna have me some fun :)

beer me

i have a habit of putting people in front of me even tho i risk a lot by doing so. i was raised to be the "kuya" and take care of everyone. is caring too much bad? i guess i need to be selfish sometimes.



kindess= my weakness



i mask it all by being a hardass and not caring sometimes even tho some people know i do. they know i just do it so i don't let people hurt me like before.. the ones close to me know this.


work was funny... SHAMU! SHAMU! hahahaha

sweet

that's wut she says about me. ^_^

watched star trek last nite with Ann.. that lil badass has to one up me with all her tattoos and piercings. i never watched star trek on tv but the movie was pretty badass! i liked it a lot.. i missed some scenes here and there but it's coo.. i recommened that everyone should watch star trek (it's not only for nerds like me). it's got comedy, romance, drama, and a shit load of action. it's a pretty well-rounded movie i shall say.

after the movie ended at like 1am.. i get word that jake's in town!!!! so i respectfully explained that not hanging out with jake isn't an option cuz he's hardly in town.. she understood. i went to jake's, saw lilly-pad sleeping on the couch, drank 40's, talked about politics, ate cheetos, then passed out. BAMCIS!



p.s. happy birthday, Robin.

we're the best

i'm grabbing my bawwwls

The Plan

take a nap

wake up at 8am

play a basketball tournament and win

eat lunch at the filipino club bbq

win at all the games they play

pre-party somewhere

party at Ghalebs

throw up in the girls bathroom

meet a hooker

bone.



hahaha we'll see how it goes down. u just have to be there.. i'll give a detailed update on what exactly happens throughout the day.

Betty COCKer cupcakes

suck it!

Back in Training

Started training again today.. ur probably wondering wut i'm training for but to tell u the truth.. i don't fuckin know. i just feel like challenging myself and most importantly, bettering myself. i didn't smoke today. didn't eat fast food. hydrated a lot like i was back in boot camp. i'm gonna get that summer beach body again dammit!. i'm cheating tho by taking shitloads of supplements so if u see me on a roid rage, don't mind me... just back the fuck up! :)


i need to control my emotions. working out helps a lot. try it.


have a good day and remember... your only competition is yourself.

Happy Mother's Day

i love my mama. not gonna say much about it here cuz my actions will speak louder than words. hope everyone has a wonderful mother's day.


this is wrong, but hilarious. ROFL!

last nite was fun. can't wait till thursday for the XPO party!

Real talk

I have a tendency to forgive easily and I don't hold grudges. I've been reconsidering my stance since this character defect allows people I care about to hurt me again and again (and again, for good measure).

I always maintain that I won't ever forgive anyone if a transgression is deemed to be serious enough to justify it. I can be nice to you, I can work in a professional capacity with you, but no, we won't be "friends" ever again. I've only been able to do that cuz I approach it like my relationships - I distance myself.

It can be hard to distance oneself when the other party goes out of the way to patch things up. This is a bad thing cuz at the slightest enticement; I'll just fall back and go back to trusting that person again...just like nothing ever happened.

That's my Achilles' heel and over the years I've learned that in order to learn from mistakes, I should never let someone who's embezzled my trust to ever get close again.

It might sound harsh, but it's just self-preservation. I know myself. I'm the type of person to just brush off apologies and easily slip back to being friends again, and a lot of people have abused this personality flaw that I have.

This is a reminder to myself - To err is human, to forgive divine; neither of which is Marine Corps Policy

Okay, to counter that short and concise overshare, here's something I found today.


Cassie's topless photos leaked!!!!! I'LL DRINK TO THAT! ^_^
http://smokingsection.uproxx.com/TSS/2009/05/cassies-naked-pics

Movie night!

i was hella surprised to see them here. i didn't show it tho. anyways, we watched a fucking funny ass movie (and honest to bob) if people weren't sleeping i woulda been hella loud laughing my ass off ("lmao" for all you elite ass niggas). but yea it was coo... just being the kuya like i'm suppose to be. taking care of the house, making sure people are fed, and all that good jazz. ::jazz hands::.. i even gave shelby a teddy bear that's dressed up as a marine in dress blues. i'm her favorite so if u get jealous, o well. sometimes i feel like that's my role in life. being one of the oldest, the responsible one, that i make sure that i take of everyone younger than me and spoil the shit out of them and hook em up with shit that i never got when i was their age. i know it'll all be worth it in the end and that they'll take care of me later on (hopefully). bobby boy! you need to come through more often. well i'm watching rush hour 2 right now eating pancit palabok and i want some mooshu or however u spell it. i'm happy she was here even tho my room looked like ass. get well soon ;) teehee.


on a side note... Dow Jones is up 119.23 points. BIG MONEY BABY BAY-BEH!!!!


here's some BULLshit for yall.....

Guns don't kill people.. I kill people (see video)

Today they're having dinner at my house to celebrate my lolo's birthday. He's one cool ass dude... i remember when i was little he used to beat my ass with a tennis racquet. It's because of little shit like that made me into this charming, disciplined, goal-oriented young man. (Good thing it wasn't an ugly-stick ::slaps knee::) >.< Anyways, I hope everyone has fun today eating all the filipino food and blowing up my toilet. My dumbass couldn't get the day off work cuz they're being real jewish about giving people days off. All good tho i guess.. get money! get paid! stock your refrigerator.

On the side note... women are coRnfusing. That is all for now.

On the back note... XPO PARTY MAY 14 AT GHALEB'S HOOKAH LOUNGE!!!!!!!! thanks arlynne for making the flyers. ur one down ass nigga!


In conclusion, lol The wise Lil Wayne once said "niggas wanna eat cuz they ain't ate nothin'... but niggas wanna leave you say you outta mustard."

Think about it.